Baby Butler

2009 - 2009
LocationNewcastle-under-lyme
Age0
Cause of DeathMiscarriage
Date of Birth11/09/2009
Date of Death25/07/2009
Visitors390 since 13/09/2009
Creator

On 21st June 2009 we found out you were on your way to us. It was the bestest ever Fathers Day present for Daddy. We didnt think that day would have come. It was meant to be or so we thought. Your big brothers were so excited. They somehow knew about you before we even told them. On the 20th July 2009 at 8+2 weeks we saw your little heart beating for the first and last time. Little did we know it would stop beating just five days later at 9wks.

We went to the hospital on the 26th August at 13+4 weeks for a routine appointment. None of us any the wiser. It was then we found out we would never get to meet you. The doctors couldnt say why your heart stopped only that it was meant to be ......

For seven weeks you stayed inside me after your heart stopped. In the end the doctors had to operate on 11th Sept because of the pain. That pain is nothing compared to the pain we are feeling now.

Night night baby. Mummy and Daddy love you xxx xxx

Gifts

Tributes

A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith

I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.

You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.

God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).

Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.

There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.

I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.

We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.

With love from your little Angel XX

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

September 11, 2010

Born Asleep - by Unknown Author
“Born Asleep" - such a beautiful phrase,
Always touches me to the core.
The broken cries of a Mother's heart
When it just can't take anymore.

I open my heart, one Mum to another,
So you never lose your hope,
That although it gets no easier,
I promise you'll learn to cope.

Remember your Angel is sleeping
In a world much kinder than ours
And will always be there to hold your hand
Even in your darkest hours.

My own little Angel will keep an eye,
And play with yours in their park.
But you must find your love and strength,
And feed your own little spark.

You'll never be alone my friend,
I will always understand.
If the tides loom up to swallow you,
Just reach out and grab my hand.
X

Angharad Evans

September 11, 2010

hi baby, i haven't been on here for a while, not that i've forgotten you - i think of you everyday. i look at your scan photo all the time. we both do. its really hard knowing that ill never be able to hold you in my arms. im now having your little baby brother or sister. it scares me that i wont get to hold him/her too. i hope you can watch over him/her like the big brother/sister that you are. although you're not here you will always be a part of our lives. love u always x x x

Debbie Butler (Mummy)

June 23, 2010

Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good

In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still

In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child

In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still

In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then

In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

Caroline Ramshaw

May 11, 2010

angels called your name so gently,
That only you could hear.
No one heard the footsteps,
Of angels drawing near.

Softly from the shadows
There came a gentle call,
You closed your eyes and went to sleep,
And quietly left us all.
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Debra Keefe

September 14, 2009

Forever in our dreams
forever in our hearts
just remember us baby
we'll never be worlds apart xxxx

love from mummy & daddy xxx

Debbie Butler (Mummy)

September 13, 2009

To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne

How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?

You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.

I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.

I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.

I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.

I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.

You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one.

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

September 13, 2009
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